A conversation to remember

So, I had this conversation with God in what I can only called a forced vision.  For me it was really weird as I expected bright white and a voice that was deity like.   It was a soft blueish aura with a human like figure that I can best describe as an energy type figure.  So, I asked why me, and he said, you have a question and said you wanted to hear from me. I asked him why so many peoples life is so fucked up.  Yes, that is how I asked it.   His response was:

"I gave humanity free will. You get to make any choice you want on anything you want.  I gave you my son to absolve you of the sins of you fathers and yourself.   (Then I swear the energy glowing figure shrug what should have been shoulders) So it seems to me that humanity is making choices that bring about their own suffering and as you said fucking things up.  If mankind would even follow half of the guidance, I have given them and left for them to find, these fucked up things would be reduced to nothing.   Mankind chose to follow other guidance and other rules made by man as they are easier and quicker rewards."

I laughed and responded yeah you have kinda describe life in my world.  Each for themselves to enrich themselves as much and as fast as they can.  But we do have the priest and ministers that are worse than the common person and don't get me started on politicians.

His voice softens to barely a whisper: "All those that have abandon me and my core guidance will pay when they pass over to me.  I will welcome the atheist that lived a good life and was an honest person over the pious man whose piety was only to serve themselves.   I have answered your questions."

At this point I felt like I was in a counter clockwise spiral as the aura vanished and the voice disappeared.   My head throbbed and I was wide awake already.    I hurried wrote this down.

Not sure whether this was real or all in my head, well yeah that is where it happened, but I meant imaged all in my head.  It was way to real not to believe it was a real conversation.  I felt blessed and honored afterwards.